Dementia Series
Have you ever been there? Where memories become distorted, they escape through your conscious like water through your fingers, and realities become dreams.
When the ground does not feel solid anymore, you keep losing your balance, and you feel lost. You are unsure if you ever existed or if you were just a figment of somebody's imagination.
Sentimental thinking leads to actions that are all judged as wrong choices in the end.
When you ask yourself:" Is the best of me gone?". And then you do not want to remember anymore.
If that ever happens, I hope you remember to sit down and observe for a little while. You'll be surprised to learn that this rhythm might occur from time to time.
It comes, crushes down all your walls and structures, and leaves you vulnerable and exposed. It hurts to the point that you ask yourself, " Who am I ?".
Then I hope you remember to get to know yourself. Spend some time with yourself. Define how you want to be and who you want to be. Only then will you remember to pick up the joys in your path and forget the hurts to fade away. Only then will you remember how valuable you are and have always been, and then you will flourish on and on.